10:26 p.m. - Sunday, Dec. 06, 2009
The darkness has not overcome it.
Alright, alright alright . . .I can't stand seeing that angry, hateful entry lingering around.
Thanks to that entry, and a letter which was never actually sent, I was able to control my anger and not explode all over someone who really didn't deserve it.
I've been reading a lot of Gandhi lately and trying really hard to get into a better state of mind where I can return to moderation, self-control, and intentional-living.
I totally exposed my emotions on Friday night, although planned - I immediately felt sick afterwards. Like a sense of . . .this is wrong . . .now I'm naked . . .I have no where to hide. Gross.
Lots of body issues . . .physical and mental all ground up together.
Ok . . .just a few more weeks and I can take a break.
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