2:53 p.m. - Tuesday, Sept. 29, 2009
Resolved to Keep 10 Points
I'm resolved, I guess, to humiliate myself in the coming weeks. Now my goal is to stay as calm as possible in the weeks, days, hours leading up to the big moment. I guess I could postpone the inevitable, but what good would that do? I would still feel the same feelings, only for a longer duration of time.
Sometimes I think stabbing myself in the stomach would alleviate this pain. This constant, nagging, throbbing, pulsating little pain.
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