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3:40 p.m. - Saturday, Aug. 13, 2011 The Red Room is going to be the fucking end of me, I swear. Or my salvation. Not sure which. I bent my leg into warrior, trying impossibly to shift my eyes in some direction that alleviated the pain of seeing my own reflection. On the floor, I closed my eyes and tried to let the chanting drown her out. Then suddenly . . .I felt compassion for her. She's only trying to help. She is the one that feels the pain. She is the one that feels fear, sadness, loss, anxiety . . .and she is so alone . . .she's doing the only thing she knows how to do to keep herself safe. "I understand you," I told her. I understand you . . .I understand you . . .I understand you. Now, can I love you? � � |