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9:28 p.m. - Wednesday, Jan. 27, 2010 I miss him. I miss knowing someone so deep, so honest. He felt so connected to me. Honestly, I have never met anyone who was so similar to me . . .I have never met anyone who has been able to come so close to me . . . I miss that. I want that. I want to connect to someone. I want someone to really get me. I want to understand someone on that deep level. You can read his diary at edouard.diaryland.com. I'm his kindred spirit in those pages. I'm a villain in those pages. I tried to post a comment, but of course his membership has lapsed . . . So I'll post it here, because I feel it. And I need it to be heard. I'm sorry for what happened to our friendship. I was going through some dark things, just like you were. I didn't know how to handle that. I pushed everyone away. Not just you. It wasn't you. I loved you. I wish I could know you now. I called you a few months before you died. You didn't call me back. But I was always thinking of you. I still do. � � |