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12:56 a.m. - Wednesday, Dec. 30, 2009 I don't have any practical skills. I can't farm or carve or build or be a plumber or an electrician . . . I feel like I have the ability to teach others. I have patience and I love to see the potential in the people around me. I don't want to work for something meaningless. I want to be useful. I want to do something worthwhile. I would love to teach English as a second language. I would love to help adults earn their GEDs - or learn life skills. I could do these things. I'm afraid of having this degree. Because it means I will have to live up to my own potential. And while I can help foster it in others, I have hated, abused, neglected, and berated myself. I'm not worth my own time. � � |