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12:29 p.m. - Monday, Nov. 02, 2009 And here I am again, a few hours later, having just showered . . .still wondering whether it would be worth it to skip my second class of the day. Knowing that I haven't prepared. Knowing that a performance which I don't want to do is looming ahead of me. And juries I haven't memorized music for. And a paper I haven't started to write. And a house that needs to be cleaned. But I'm showing up. I'm showing up again and again and again. And as much as I feel down and dejected and sad and tired today - this is still a victory. Today, the resistance is so heavy. But I'm still pushing. � � |